Motivation from BELOVED!

Okay.. After all the calmness that I could get,. Now I can breath better. 

Well yesterday, I had a MENTAL BREAKDOWN!!! Woke up from sleep(after 'Asr duhh) and felt like I wanted to cry so bad. You know the time when you just want to cry your heart out for no reason??? Yeah, that's what I felt yesterday.

Well it wasn't because of no reason, and there was also no big major reason. What actually happened  when I woke up was, I suddenly remembered that my lecturer has just given me another assignment(and it was already week 13 guysssssss.... Can you believe itttt????? Astaghfirullah) okay...move on. 

I don't know why I got so emotional, maybe because I had so much to do yesterday. So I texted my mum, and asked her to call me(which I don't usually do) because I have no credit. ehekkss😁.

Umi called me and asked me why.. and I said: "I have lots of work, so tired" and my eyes started flooding. I rarely do this with Umi, because I don't want her to be worried about me but this time, I just can't hold it anymore, I guess.

I had problems with my group members and Umi advice me to be Sabr and Ikhlas in everything I do, InsyaAllah Allah will ease for me later, Amiin. To be honest, this semester has been harder for me but alhamdulillah, my lecturers and friends spoke a lot about Sabr and Ikhlas, maybe thats the Hikmah. 

Ended the call, with "I Love You Too" from Umi made me sparkle! Miss her already! We are not use to be sweet like that, but nowadays I'm just too clingy with my mum. May Allah bless you always Umi and Abah. Sorry for always making a fuss although I'm 22 already and the eldest. Don't want to be apart from you guys forever please!

Till next time! Ma'as Salamah <3